You don't have my address anymore

please call me, I haven't talked to you in honestly, I haven't talked to you in five months Where was this desperation after the first month went by? Where was it after the second? It was a consistent "just calling to say hi" Only when it turned into an action that would be self-serving did the desperation creep in make a list of three things you want for christmas yeah as fucking if The last "gifts" you gave me where what you called "just things you threw in a bag because you saw them out of town" Including toddler socks and a unicorn notebook set What fucking birthday did you think this was? Was I turning three instead of thirty? I got you guys gifts, give me a call We did not ask for anything, nor did you ever want to make plans to see us for christmas I still haven't called, but I was truly starting to wonder if I should break the no-contact streak to quell your desperation What would I even gain from making contact with you? I don't want the gifts I don't want to tell you about my life - I want you stay the hell away from me I haven't received a phone call since the last voicemail a week ago I guess it's up to me