Tuesday, November 12, 2019

haunting me

I want to stop haunting my own life.

I feel so overwhelmed. It's like I'm not myself and everyone around me has such a skewed version of me in their minds. I'm so tired of being everyone's pixie girl. I'm not some fucking magical being. I don't want people to "meet the new me". I'm still the same person I've always been but evolving. There was never a morning when I woke up and just decided to be someone else. And yet whenever I try to communicate these feelings of loss I am met with confusion. As if I should cling to the persona I used to embody. Why can't I evolve?

"I'm not responsible for the version of me that is created in your mind"

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