I am trying so desperately to erase you
To forget our history together
If I remember our best laid plans
To run away and marry each other
I will fucking kill myself
You said you wanted me, couldn't live without me
Practically begged me to spend my life with you
Your words were so sweet, they got stuck in my throat
Everything I said to him was with you in mind
I lashed out just to have a reason to leave
But he was the one who got to have me forever
Little did I know forever would not last long
Maybe I deserve all of this or maybe I don't
You only liked me when you were sad
Found some sick solace in my pain and darkness
But baby I need the fucking light to shine through
And you took the matches with you
Maybe it will be bright enough to find you in hell
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