Thnx for finishing my beer

It felt like shedding too much skin
An entire layer of me was missing
Cover me in bruises, your hand around my neck
Tell me you love me
Peace offering on the table
I haven't given it to you yet, not sure if I will
Maybe this works because we're both so fucked
Jokes about dying became so shallow
Washing down medicine with beer seemed right
Tell me to stop spewing bullshit
You were so much faster in September
Who knew love would be full of waiting
Bite me just a little too hard
Remind me who you fucking are

He played the song on repeat

You can hate me
Go ahead, blame me
Turn your light off and go
There was no attempt to understand
Just an assumption in place of knowledge
I know my fucking truth
You can love them
Go ahead, cherish them
Pretend they never abandoned you
But when they disappoint you again
Just know that you are the one to blame
They would rather chew your hand off
Than thank you for your love and commitment
But they will never admit to what you do not know
Please just turn your light off and go
You cannot describe colors to the blind
I won't dare to try