eight years past the day

My dearest Genevieve -


Oh how I miss you so

I love you so much more

Last year you stole my voice, but this year I felt you all around me. Your love and strength has gotten me through the darkest times and you have not failed me yet. I wish I knew what your favorite color was. It kills me not to know. Heaven will be damned if I do not find out the favorite color of everyone close to me. Dying does not seem appealing anymore. Visit in my dreams, won't you? Pretty please

Until next year

"Jess Rice, will you dye my hair purple?"

Come on, Jess
Run away to Miami Beach with me, pretty please?
I know a guy who will let us sleep on his floor
Come on, Jess
Fuck this place, there's nothing left for you here
Dollface, you are just as beautiful today as you were
Just as beautiful on the day I met you
Come on, Jess
Let me get on your level
You know what I love about you?
There is no other person who can tell me so thoroughly
Why they hate a fucking bitch
Come on, Jess
You don't have to stare at me just to figure out
How much I want to fucking go home
I was lost the moment I fell on those steps
So why the fuck did I walk into your apartment
Searching for someone I will never find
Come on, Jess
He's married now